Error loading page.
Try refreshing the page. If that doesn't work, there may be a network issue, and you can use our self test page to see what's preventing the page from loading.
Learn more about possible network issues or contact support for more help.

Everything and Nothing at Once

A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

ebook
1 of 1 copy available
1 of 1 copy available

For readers of Kiese Laymon's Heavy and Hanif Abdurraqib's A Little Devil in America, a beautiful, painful, and soaring tribute to everything that Black men are and can be
Growing up in the Bronx, Joél Leon was taught that being soft, being vulnerable, could end your life. Shaped by a singular view of Black masculinity espoused by the media, family and friends, and society, he learned instead to care about the gold around his neck and the number of bills in his wallet. He absorbed the "facts" that white was always right and that Black men were either threatening or great for comic relief but never worthy of the opening credits. It wasn't until years later that Joél understood he didn't have to be defined by these and other stereotypes.
Now, in a collection of wide-ranging essays, he takes readers from his upbringing in the Bronx to his life raising two little girls of his own, unraveling those narratives to arrive at a deeper understanding of who he is as a son, friend, partner, and father. Traversing both the serious and the lighthearted, from contemplating male beauty standards to his decision to seek therapy to the difficulties of making co-parenting work, Joél cracks open his heart to reveal his multitudes.
In this book crafted like an album, each essay is a single that stands alone yet reverberates throughout the entire collection. Pieces like "How to Make a Black Friend" consider challenging, delightful, and absurd moments in relationships, while others like "Sensitive Thugs You All Need Hugs" and "All Gold Everything" ponder the collective harms of society's lens.
With incisive, searing prose, Everything and Nothing at Once deconstructs what it means to be a Black man in America.

  • Creators

  • Publisher

  • Release date

  • Formats

  • Languages

  • Reviews

    • Publisher's Weekly

      April 1, 2024
      “What does it mean to be a Black man, now?” asks Leon, creative director at the New York Times’s T Brand Studio, in his intimate debut essay collection. In “All Gold Everything,” he contends that the ostentatious gold chains worn by Mr. T, Michael Jordan, and Slick Rick are a “reflection of all the excess we weren’t privileged enough to obtain when we were stolen and brought to the Americas.” Grieving the lost potential of L.A. rapper Nipsey Hussle and other Black men killed in their hometowns by local rivals or the police, Leon laments the “clear and present dangers of staying in the same places where the homies and the 12 know our names” in “Homecoming.” The tender “How to Make a Black Friend” meditates on the support Leon derives from his friendship with Tyron Perryman, whom Leon met after appearing on Perryman’s podcast, Tea and Converse: “The idea that male friendships don’t get to be as special, as intimate, and as warm as other relationships is what leaves so many of us looking for vices that isolate us from the truest, most vulnerable and loving versions of self.” Leon’s lucid prose elevates his perceptive insights into the need for more expansive visions of Black masculinity. This auspicious outing announces Leon as a writer to watch.

    • Kirkus

      May 1, 2024
      Essays that circle out from the experience of a Brooklyn-based writer to explore the ramifications of living as a Black man in contemporary America. Raised by an Afro-Caribbean mother who worked hard as a nurse, and now the committed father of two young daughters, Leon, a creative director at the New York Times' T Brand Studio, "wanted to write a book that examined the spectrum of Black masculinity with language that didn't feel linear, or like a copy and paste....I aim to tear apart, to pick, to probe, and to ponder." Deeply immersed in hip-hop--he initially intended to make a living as a rapper--Leon name-drops hip-hop artists with abandon and often without elaboration, which may leave readers without his knowledge adrift, even as they appreciate his energetic prose. Because his style is free flowing, almost stream of consciousness ("I write essays like I write raps"), the author is less effective in essays that call for more tightly reasoned arguments. "Good Art, Bad Art, Black Art" bogs down in truisms like, "Blackness is not considered the norm. Whiteness is." Leon is at his best when he anchors the essays to the details of his own life and allows his natural, quirky sense of humor free rein. In the relatively succinct, slyly comic "Belly," the author meditates on his ambivalence about his body. Over the course of this memorable essay, he describes a history that includes snacking on fried chicken after a long day of work, single fatherhood, remarks about his belly from lovers pleased and displeased by it, and camping in front of the TV eating the pizza his mostly absentee father occasionally provided if he "wasn't drunk or hadn't spent his own SSI check at whichever bar he fell asleep at or around." A sensitive, entertaining, insightful, sometimes verbose collection.

      COPYRIGHT(2024) Kirkus Reviews, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

Formats

  • Kindle Book
  • OverDrive Read
  • EPUB ebook

Languages

  • English

Loading